Loneliness

For once,
You were the centre of my life,

Day by day,

Hour by hour,

minute by minutes,

I'm more drown in love.

I need your existence to be alive,

I need your hug to keep me warm,

I need your speech to console my broken heart,

I need your present to feel secure, feel love.

It ends up that,

everything is a lie.

Out of a sudden,

everything become sepia,

I become numb as you were like a stranger to me.

Life without you,

I thought I won't be able to get use to.

It turns out that,

I need you to 'supply' me love.

Plus,

I need you to chase away my loneliness.

I'm glad,

I still have my family members around me.

They are the one who accompany to go through this sorrow path.

I start to replace them into the core of my heart.

I wish I have the courage,

to tell you all that how much I love you all.

What remains now is,

endless pain and sorrow and;

Loneliness....

May I have the strength to defeat it,

standing back to the stage which belong to me;

with Pride.