净选

往往，就一般上来说，政治人物都是经常出入监狱的强人。不是因为杀人放火，而是为了平反恶势力。先向他们致敬。

说实在的，看报纸啦，跟进时事都不是我一般上会做的事情。要不是净选闹到那么大，我想我也还是不闻不问的态度让他不了了之。进而把它当成是政党之间的小把戏。而当初把报章弃而不读的原因很简单，媒体似乎都被政府给俘虏了？每每看到的新闻报章都是偏帮某一派的。而且，几乎千篇一律的，其他国内新闻不是天灾就是人祸。越看越心寒。

先说说我的立场吧。我没有特异得去支持某一派，红的蓝的都不帮。所以，立场是中立的。就说回净选吧。我完全不明为何会有所谓的净选。而且是连其存在都不懂耶！知道净选2.0闹到那么大，才开始意识到其存在。当让，还是不明所以它的存在性。为何要净坐？目的何在？难道又是政党间的把戏吗？ 直到净选3.0，我才懂净选背后的意义。真的有够孤陋寡闻。当让也是没有看报纸导致的。但，即使看报纸，所得到的资讯是正确的吗？

背后的意义略懂，但是，我还是以为是政党间的把戏。直到刚刚看到某短片，才懂其背后真正的意义。看回净选所提的要求。试问，这八大要求过分吗？当然不。我们所要的只是一个既公平又公正的竞选。真的不为过啊。既然如此，政府为何那么的激动。一而再，再而三地打压呢？是否意识着当朝政府自打嘴巴，承认背后的选举并不干净？

本地的媒体自由吗？想来大家心目中都已有了答案。当然，没有责备他们的意思，毕竟，人在江湖，身不由己。当然，你可以很高清的说为何要为了五斗米而折腰。想一想吧，尚若，我们还是活在古时代，想必问题还好，至少我们耕田担水，日子还是勉为其难的过得去。但是，即使是耕田担水的日子，也有好吃懒做的地霸明刀明枪的硬要把我们的汗水为生干粮给夺走。想来，恶势力在古时候仰或是现在都依然存在的。

至少，以前的人懂得改朝换代。明显的，一当当朝的帝王没有能力管辖其官臣时，看不下去的人命（草民），就会搞革命，就如汉朝的黄巾起义，仰或是搞革命搞到很出名的孙中山（把中国上万年的皇帝制度给废除掉-酷毙了）。那我们天天看着货物膨胀却只有埋怨，是不是其古人更不如啊，现代人？？

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前后

以前，上中学时，上大学时，往往想花钱就花钱。不需要考虑太多，也不用担心钱哪里来。

反而，现在上班了，往往要付这付那，钱永远都不够用，再在上买车的买车，买屋的买屋，供车供屋供PTPTN，原来我们的负资产那么的多。对了，当然还有给不完的家用。

不知天高地厚的家伙-我

那天的我不懂是从哪来的勇气，辞职了。辞职没什么大不了，前提是，我是在没有工作的情况下辞了份工。看起来酷毙了。但，事实是怎么一回事只有自己懂。

意气用事吗？不，我的确想了很久却迟迟不肯下定决心。原因无它，在这儿工作，老板的确给我很多的机会及发展空间。不过，当给你的责任越来越多，却迟迟没有聘请员工来减轻我们的负担不止，在同事辞呈后，还陆陆续续的提高我的工作量。好了，忍了下来。口头上承诺将寻找员工，但，却没有实际的行动。我又忍了下来。

这时，却闻声老板有意供我圆了我想读硕士的愿望。本因，我是该很开心的才对，但，想象我目前的工作量，加上晚上还得上课，温习功课，应付考试，时而还得跟老板去应酬客户。我的时间简直不够用吗？越想，辞职的意愿越坚定。

问题在于，老板的确很提拔我。就那么的辞了，我于心不忍，却不得不如此做。就在我犹豫不决时，好友提议去看命，他说的话，跟让我铁定了我的决心。

但，我毕竟还是需要告诉老板的，但怎么样说出口？？怎知，机会大大的摆在我的眼前。家里摆了场大龙凤，我当然乘风划船啦，顺着那个势辞了，其实老板是在我有意的走漏风声下得知的。

但是，最终让我狠下心去丢那封信的是我的经理。你眼睛是瞎的吗？你哪一只眼睛看到我很闲？说我不想做？好，我忍你一个月，最后一天把我手头上负责的工作一一交代给你时，看着你那无助的眼神，一个字，爽。现在你懂我不是不想做，而是你的工作效率问题了吧？从我第一脚踏入公司时，一而再，再而三地听到老板叮咛你上网上刊登聘请员工一事，竟然这么简单的事需要等到我辞呈后再刊登广告，而且还是老板自己下手做。服了你这个“经理”。老板真的是请你来“坐”工的。

之所以可以在没有工作的情况下作下那样疯狂的事，一来是因为我知道此地不宜久留，我想我出去外面的世界看一看，跌一跌，才不枉此生？二来，我已经预计了在没有工作的一两个月里的固定生活费。三来，我有很强的预感，我很快就会找到下一份工作。所以，阔出去啦！

就如我的预感，我只有两个星期的时间休息，然后就得去新的工作岗位就位啦。所以就趁着两个星期好好的休息，顺道去一去马六甲一趟。

2012

-------The Chemistry-----------

Few days has pass and there u go, calendar has been change to 2012. It has been mixed feeling for all these 4-5 days. Someone confess to me after new year eve. I felt happy coz, I never thought i will still have someone going after. hahaha. a bit syiok sendiri during that few hour. But then, I rejected him. Felt that he still didn't give up the thought of waiting, I give him a strong and "effective" punch. Well, I'm quite glad it was a clean cut after that. Major problem I rejected him was because I Love You. How I wish you would have know that you have a girl waiting and hope she will be in your gf list. I think about you when someone ask me out for countdown, I dreamt you after I rejected the guy. I was thinking of you all this while. My bestie is asking me to give up. Maybe I should, but even I didn't think of you, your image would automatically pop-up whenever there are some other guy hinting me again. Hey Y-O-U, do you know I am talking about you?? I lost my confidence and my pride, otherwise, I will confess.............

-------Work-------------------

Oh my god! Today is last day of Lim. How I miss him. He is a very nice and good colleagues and he help out a lot. I enjoy the day when we have hours and hours of talking on that day we do labelling. I miss the hour when you are explaining the work scope of yours and what you have been going thru in our office for 4 years after showing me your resignation letter. Yes, I knew your resignation even b4 Betty told boss. But I'm sorry I didn't told you guys, coz i hope he can stay. Thanks for all your advices and I will really miss you. I knew you are going to miss all those warehouse people and mayb i will be in the list as well ^^ anyway, all the very best for your future undertaking. muakzzzz

-------Wish List----------------

1. Buy a car

2. Search for a better opportunity

3. Going down to KL for a friend and family visit + shopping

Revealing

I just lost count and I don’t remember since when did I had crush with you. But I knew exactly it doesn’t happen just because of those rumor. I couldn’t remember when this odd feeling start and I refuse to have admitted it. But as time flies, it keep prove to me that I do like you.

I cried not because I am going to leave studying life, rather, it put an end for giving me excuse to meet you.

When my friend joke around me and another guy, your name run through my mind when they text “I Love You” from my cell phone.

Whenever I meet you or think of you, it keeps my lip hanging with a smile for the whole day for no reason.

Keeping track on what’s happening around you keep me going online.

My heart sink whenever I though your status no longer remain as single.

Things are getting out of my control. And this is what I fear the most. It reminds me during those haunted day whereby my soul was being chain and remote by someone. I won’t wish the same incident would happen again. I need to put a stop to all this.

Apologize as I didn’t realize the promise that I had made. I never told you how I really felt. Sometimes, I wonder whether you had the same feeling as well? Or was those just my imagination or am I being over-sensitive. The biggest problem is, you and I never mention the ‘you’ we are referring to. It might be you already have a partner as for now? Or?? What other possibility? I would never dare myself to told you it is me that you are mentioning.

I need to tell you that I lost my dignity when I broken the seal. I found no courage to tell you the truth. You have portray to me you are a traditional man looking for conservative woman. But, I might not be the one you are seeking though you are the cup of my tea. Would you have accept me? Or most all, could I even accept myself? I lied when I said I had manage to stand back to my feet after all these day. The truth is, I could barely withstand those critic and judgement from others.

Now, I just need the right man to be there. One and only one. One who could accept me, one who could bring help me pass through all those emotional barrel of mine, one who could love the real me as I am now, even I have a short hair cut. Are you the one? I don’t wish to ‘try and see lo’ status. My heart couldn’t bare another punch. Please forgive me for not following the word of my tongue. I do like you.

Getting Marry

Whoo, finally, someone is getting marry soon. How excite am I when u can see me lurking surfing net at this late hour.

Yes, I am superb excite !!

My brother is getting marry.

I am wondering how would have I react when it is my turn.

Anyway, that day won't reach that soon I guest.

I seems like S & D for now..... Ooppssss !!!

该醒了

今天追连戏剧超爱一句对白：“强摘的果实不甜，强求的婚姻不圆”。那我想强求的爱情也是不会有结局的对吧？该放下就该放下了。我越来越窝囊了，一直躲起来。对不起，我想我不配吧？原谅我的食言。