unintend gaze

at the cross road,

our sight met without any intention.

i turn away without a sign of smile,

but with guilt.

you saw me,

i knew it,

but there is another girl beside you.

Speeding time~~~~

well, tuesday i'll be having another paper. International Business. however, i didn't read anything about it at all. freaking coool yeah?!! ha..

i suppose to have study it during last friday, however, i keep on giving myself excuses and reason... 'rest to allow one's to walk a longer journey' well, this phrase sum up to be another lie for me. ha ^^

finally, i read it. but at an extreme speed. i'm suppose to read 12 new chap within 3 days. average 4 chap per day. i finish 9 chap within 29 hours. this 29 hour include sleeping time, fetching brother time, bring mum to temple time, cooking time, bathing time. well, it ended up i only have 14 hour to all these chaps...

average of 1.5 hours per chap.. just look at these speed.. isn't it awesome?!!! however, i don't even know how much exactly have i been able to absorb into my mind. having headache now...

I H-A-T-E exam!!!!

句号的下部曲

如今，

你不认识我，

我也不懂你，

记忆残留下的只有彼此的名字，

我们成了地平线上的两个陌生人。

过去已经是句号，

而未来的符号是‘。。。’

过去发生的回不来，

未来是未知数，

向前看吧!

别再去怀念以前的时光，

反而对你我都好。

就让我们再认识彼此吧!!

吃透透!! (1)

其实，我有想啊，我的朋友都会问我什么好吃(槟城)?? 通常我都不懂得怎么回答他们。而且有常常听到他们说槟城没有东西好吃。

不对不对，槟城不是没有好吃的，只是都离USM太远了，所以都不懂该怎么告诉你们了。。

那，我决定把我觉得好吃的，一个一个慢慢吃，然后拍下让你们知道要去那里挖槟城的好吃。。^^

今早吃了这个加哩面，就在我家外面的小贩中心。

通常呢，安可的档口早上九点半才开，最迟下午一点就卖完了。你看是不是很好LEH 他的生意，所以说了，‘早期的鸟儿有虫吃’是对的啦!!

location : Mt Erskine Hawker Stall

motivation

oh god, exam is just around the corner, yet, i'm so demotivated right now. i don feel like reading at all this 3-4 days. so, basically, i'm lurking around in facebook and updating my blog..

i need to get out of this izzy-wissy-no worry-plus-no worry mood away from me.... N it need to be F-A-S-T!!!!

actually, i'm trying to repair a broken bridge. that is why it keep me on9 this few days. i'm actually checking for mail and stuff like that. especially on yesterday...

( Yesterday : it was raining like hell with thunder storming like no one business. i'm scare of the thunder sound, so is my little bro. so both of us hide ourselves beside our mum.. Mummy... H-E-L-P, actually, i'm wondering as well, something when mummy is scare, who is there for her??)

right now, when i check back what i had wrote, i think i left out something which i forgotten to mentioned to you. i wouldn't had mind to have a meal together with your fren, but at least, you shud had told me this b4 hand, it's kinda respect, i suppose. N even if this is a so-call-suprise, you shud had an explanation to me after someone pop-out-of-thin-air.

it is rather obvious that i have not being able to forget what had been done to me 3 year ago. it is like a stain and wouldn't be able to be remove.

but all this is past. future lies ahead of us and waiting for us. past shud remind us to be aware such incident being happen again.

future should be full of hope and no one know what is going to happen in the future. however, right now, at this point, at least, i knew that my final is starting 2 days away from now.

so wat are you WAITING for???? STUDY LA!!!!

即将划上句号的曾经

曾经我以为，

我们可以经得起时间的考验，

直到好久好久。

却怎么也没想到，

这只是我单方面的想法，

我太天真了。

该有七八年了吧?

认识了好久，

甚至你的家人都认识了，

原本以为，

这种关系可以维持好久好久。

曾经我们被误会，

曾经小吵架过，

曾经每天写信给对方，

曾经每晚在同个时间等待你的电话，

曾经的曾经维持了快大半年。

曾经彼此都有小小的感觉，

曾经彼此都抗拒着这个感觉，

曾经彼此在不同的时间有了感觉，

结果还是擦肩而过。

还记得那年的圣诞夜，

那一个蜻蜓点水，

那是个迟来的一个吻，

至今还清晰的留在心底。

你面对的事情，

或许我错过了很多，

但你的改变，

我 都有看到。

在我内心的最深处，

我并不希望你是那么的恶劣，

你变了。

三年前被你利用，

初时我还朦朦胧胧不懂状况，

事后老妈说了一句‘你被利用了!’

你懂我的心有多痛吗?

你懂我挣扎了多久吗?

我不懂为何这样对我的人竟然是你。

我不想没了你，

我试着不去想，

当一只鸵鸟。

曾经我也以为我，

在你心里 是有重量的，

原来我太高估我自己了，

我太自以为是了。

三年后，

你仍然还是会旧计从使，

我心冷了。

那天很压抑脾气，

告诉了你一切，

从你的回应，

我懂你并不觉得自己做错了，

当然我也没有立场判断你的对错。

你告诉我你将离开了，

希望一切会是happy ending，

我没回应你，

我更不懂该怎么回你。

我仍然还想念以前的你，

虽然时间是回不去，

但以前的你是我最喜欢的。

如今你是你，

带着不同性格的你，

经过了我错过很多的日子，

你变了；

我似乎忘了我没资格评论你。

过去的事就让它过去吧，

以后的事以后再说，

至于‘happy ending’之说，

应该这么说吧，

ending即结束了，

既然结束了就不会再有故事了，

那你说是否还要划上句号?

低落的心情

前几天，和家里的某某人吵架。气，真的超级气的，结果就一边哭，一边驾着我的小绵羊去P.I.S.A 去找我的朋友。我很没有用吧，跟人吵架就会哭。讨厌吵架。讨厌这么爱哭的自己。

本来，我还会呕气个两三个星期，但是，老妈一语惊梦醒人。我可以把那些话当作是爱管闲事，也可以把它当作是关心的话。所以，我就这样气消了。

现在我的脑袋还装着个大大地烦恼，大考要到了。。烦死了，我好讨厌考试，讨厌猛K书。