motivation

oh god, exam is just around the corner, yet, i'm so demotivated right now. i don feel like reading at all this 3-4 days. so, basically, i'm lurking around in facebook and updating my blog..

i need to get out of this izzy-wissy-no worry-plus-no worry mood away from me.... N it need to be F-A-S-T!!!!

actually, i'm trying to repair a broken bridge. that is why it keep me on9 this few days. i'm actually checking for mail and stuff like that. especially on yesterday...

( Yesterday : it was raining like hell with thunder storming like no one business. i'm scare of the thunder sound, so is my little bro. so both of us hide ourselves beside our mum.. Mummy... H-E-L-P, actually, i'm wondering as well, something when mummy is scare, who is there for her??)

right now, when i check back what i had wrote, i think i left out something which i forgotten to mentioned to you. i wouldn't had mind to have a meal together with your fren, but at least, you shud had told me this b4 hand, it's kinda respect, i suppose. N even if this is a so-call-suprise, you shud had an explanation to me after someone pop-out-of-thin-air.

it is rather obvious that i have not being able to forget what had been done to me 3 year ago. it is like a stain and wouldn't be able to be remove.

but all this is past. future lies ahead of us and waiting for us. past shud remind us to be aware such incident being happen again.

future should be full of hope and no one know what is going to happen in the future. however, right now, at this point, at least, i knew that my final is starting 2 days away from now.

so wat are you WAITING for???? STUDY LA!!!!