giving up

when i saw back those older blog,

i'm glad.

word remains as word.

hard feeling is fading away slowly.

recent join activity,

jammed my time table,

motivate me to complete my job indirectly.

i had learn to listen to people,

when other deny your stand,

remain silent and listen,

detail or problem u might have mislook.

i too had given up,

figuring our the real me inside myself.

who am i,

how am i like.

sometime, somehow,

i feel like i'm pretending,

when am i sad,

when am i crying,

are those feeling real??

i have give up knowing the answer,

i feel like stranger to myself.

what have i become?

puzzle me!@#$%^&